You Make Plans....and life happens

Hello All,
I find life at times challenging and at times I wonder what will happen next. When several people come into your life all at the
Same time, and you wonder where and how they will fit into your life.
I try to not predecide where or how someone will fit into my life, but at times
I find myself thinking maybe even hoping
That certain people will be the last first kiss
I will ever have, hoping that those feelings
Of being so close to someone that you just
Met will last. The romantic part of me that
Is huge needs and wants someone who thinks they could live without me, until it
Happens they are without me and they realize tbey need me, want me, and most
Of all they never want anyone but me.
I want someone who i make them feel a
Way they have never felt or will feel with
Anyone else.
Selfish i suppose, we all want to feel it.

So now i have met 3 wonderful people
Who have made my life better in so many
Ways and in different ways.
I know each was meant to be a part of my life for different reasons they know me in different ways.
I am allowing God to lead the way, to show me how and why they are there. Most of all i ask to make sure i am the best me for them and to make sure i do whatever i can to touch their lives, their hearts,and to make a difference if possible. How blessed am i to have 3 people enter my life especially right after i lost someone so close to me. Two of the three i met before, they both helped pull me through it.
God puts us in each others lives we have 2 choices enter it for the better or leave it worse and we all should hope we are trying to leave others for tbe better.
I know my life is about to change forever that i may possibly spend my life with someone i have met in last year.
I work daily to be a better woman,mother
Grandmother,friend, daughter,sister.
Here i go...into a journey i know will be full
Of fun,laughter,love,happiness.
All of my friends,family, bring these tbings into my life. I hope i somehow return some.


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