Perfect imperfection... I thought it couldn't happen

I felt forever as if I wondered if anyone could see in me who I truly am and accept it. Then it happened first talk,first laugh,
And someone who could call me on me. Hmm just lost my heart
And so not wanting or needing it and yet somehow perfectly imperfect, just like life. One day one moment at a time.
Not sure how other then I am embracing each moment. Not sure
How many moments we each have but yet I only know I have to
Embrace the wonderful moments for what they are.
A friend of mine made the comment today how I was heading into something I was meant too be here for.
Not trying to sound too private but I would rather have a few days or weeks or months of imperfect perfection then a lifetime
Of settling for the wrong one, I leave a part behind as always
But I embrace the future ahead. It will be fun,crazy, and perhaps the hardest thing I have ever done but I will hold on while I can,
Pray every day for one more, and love with all I have for all those I should until my job here is done.
Yeah perfect imperfection works for me.

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