My Blog Jill Ferrin Bailey

Sometimes in life as in computers we need to do a reboot. For the past year I was unhappy with myself, I did not know how to fix the issues. I decided the only way I could find happiness is to do a reboot on my life. When I sat down and really went through why I was miserable and what needed to change the only one who could fix anything was myself. I sat down and planned out what had changed for the better, the worse, and the steps I needed to do in order become who I was, what I need to do, in order to reach my potential. I am sure I will repeat this process yearly, if nothing else to clean the cobwebs of life and have an honest look at my behavior. My father was a wise man, in so many ways. I remember one day asking him Why i kept feeling strongly I was supposed to marry my ex if it ended anyway. He said Jill you didn't marry the wrong man, he became the wrong man. And for him you became the wrong woman. You both grew, changed, and did not have the relationship you each ...

In life we all go through various challenges. We each have our trials and consequences. Some of us learn, some do not. Through each of our challenges we are left with great memories, scars, embarrassing moments, or moments we just wish we could do over. My blogs are not to do anything other then to be a history of  My challenges, great memories,hopes,and dreams. I hope someday long after I am gone my children realize, And my grandchildren realize that I was just like them. I made great choices, stupid mistakes, learned, grew, asked for Forgiveness, owned my poor choices and behavior and reached for new goals. I hope they see I had times of depression,times of feeling extremely blessed, And times I was alone and cried. Moments I was silly, goofy, But that I embraced life,love,my work, my children with the Same passion I loved them with. I am leaving behind a video history. So that if I am not here they can watch the videos when they graduate, Get married,...