My Blog Jill Ferrin Bailey

35 years of knowing you loving you and nothing has changed. Your hug transports me back to easier day. When I think of you I think of the song by Luke Combs "must have never met you". And I cry when i hear "addicted" by Dan Seals but most I MISS MY FRIEND BY Darryl  Worley. That will always be my song that I think only of us. We missed our chance due to circumstances beyond our control, but by the same token i will be here forever to give you a hug, or hold you when you cry. Our hug reminded me that there is someone who will know me forever. Life isnt supposed to be this hard for either of us. I will forever remember those moments that friendship. Just remember i am going first so i can watch over you. So glad not time or people or age can change anything. You were the one I let walk away but if I can our frienship laughter and i can hold you up be your friend its enough. i would guve anything to see you happy. Truly Happy. Trust your heart and I will alway...

In the words of a great song.... "I know your hurt i know its my fault, but i've kept i'm sorry locked in a vault. most wouldnt forgive me what i've put you through, and words by themselves cant right all the wrongs most people dont change but some people do... Who i was years ago is not who is here tonight, early morning actually. But my heavenly father and i laid this to rest years ago and he forgave me, i forgave myself. I dont expect this to change how you feel, but you will find through your own life that you hope your mistakes stay gone. Today i said goodbye to someone i thought i needed inside to protect myself and tonight i found the other side of life. When i needed to hear holding on it was letting go. When i needed someone to hold me i found i could stand alone. I hope you never lose the one you feel like you need forever. It hurts when you realize there are no more chances to make things right. But after So many years i let go not because someone w...

I would like to tell you a story about a most amazing man his name is Nicholas Teerlink.Let me start at the beginning I had met  a really great lady by the name of Margaret, and we became friends she kept mentioning I needed to meet her husband Margaret was in her sixties when I met her and she had her second husband she was his third wife his first two wives both and passed away one day I happened to be in Salt Lake City and I called Margaret and asked her if it was okay if I could come by and meet her Nick.I figured if she loved him he must be amazing I knew Nicholas was in his mid-to-late eighties when I met him or before I met him I should say but it was what happened the moment we met the night we met that will forever change my life. I pulled up in front of Margarets house I went to the door and rang it.Margaret answered and gave me a big hug we're both very big Huggers by the way. As I walked into the house I saw an older gentleman sitting in a recliner reading a book as I ...