11/11/2022
Some people make wishes when the clock hits 11:11 Today's date has me wishing I did not have to share this deep honesty. But something has been nagging at me, telling me its time. In my life I have hurt so many, way too many and I admit that unfortunately. Growing up took way too long for my heart, for my mind, and looking back I hate that girl. I hate all she did and who she was and its hard some days to realize it is me. I feel as if I have had people all throughout my life show me grace, forgiveness, compassion at times I should not have had any. I also have had people who just led me by example and who for whatever reason they loved me despite myself, despite who I was or even how I treated them or acted. Those are the people who I want to address for a moment because they are why I changed. At some point after hurting those closest to me in the worst way being my children something snapped, came to attention finally. I have had people who instantly came into my life and stayed...