Today I Choose My Life
Ok hold on everyone, you may not like this post. But sometimes you have to do what is best for your heart, your soul, sometimes in order to reclaim your life, your happiness you need to face a moment or two of ugliness in order to grow. When I graduated from high school I was taken by 3 men, hurt badly i will not go into details, I thought because i spoke to them, some called me a chronic flirt, i deserved what happened to me. I couldn't face the ugliness, i broke inside thought i deserved it. I couldn't let my parents see the truth, so my family thought i lied. I believed i would go to my grave without ever yelling, no i didnt. Then it spiraled me into years of poor choices. UNTIL... I hit bottom, people always assumed i made ALOT more mistakes then I actually did. I believed I was losing it. Then a sweet lady one day said to me after I was divorced the first time, that Jill they took a moment, a day, they did not take your heart your soul. She told me the day would com...