Somewhere in between
I had no idea almost 7 years ago you would change my life. I knew i felt a closeness i couldnt explain but i was hooked. It was obvious you had someone else so i just became your friend, your professional contact. You never knew I felt we were going to do alot of good. we both had suffered and had come through alot of storms still holding God in our hands. i waited and prayed, for happiness for you in whatever way that means. i prayed my heart woukd forget . Everytime we spoke everytime i saw you it all started again. I started having dreams of what if i passed or you did and what if i had never said a word. So finally i opened this can of worms, letting you know i am in it no matter what it is forever. Friendship is easy for us we have talked for hours about everything, anything. But there is someone else who taught me i woukd never be special, who taught you that would never be enough. They were both wrong, and i trust God that no matter what it is or isnt i am in it. Why a...